Thin Places

Betwixt and between heaven and earth, where the veil is thin, is a place that has been called a “Thin Place” by the Celts. It is an experience of the Holy, as close as your breath. Where suddenly the weight of time flies away, and all you are left with is the present moment—sweet and precious and tender. Peace. Calm. The sacred veil between worlds is rent. Eternal timelessness prevails. We know we are in the presence of the Great Love. It happens when we stand at the threshold of death or birth. We remember falling in Love with a child, a partner, a place, a song, the Divine.

This past week was just that sort of week for me.

I came to Albuquerque to participate in and rehearse Karl Jenkin’s The Armed Man: A Mass for Peace with 125 voices and a 50 piece orchestra. The Quintessence choral festival happens annually and I have done it most of the past 10 years. This year, I found myself in that thin place as I climbed vistas of joy and plummeted to valleys of sorrow within a singing community. The music is a study in the insatiable human hunger for the brutality of war, as well as our specie’s penchant for resilience, joy and light. As Matthew Greer, our conductor said many times, this piece is needed more than ever in these times.

I often long to fly out of the heaviness of my body and the low level dread as I watch the police state emerging, a rampant, greedy centralization of power, and the destruction of so much goodness in our shared American culture. Or is it just driving that goodness underground, into fierce resistance? Either way, it feels like an iron fist on the body, a gut level dread, waiting for state sponsored terrorism to show up in our communities.

Instead, this long choral festival week, which stretched from July 11 to July 20, was an oasis in time. This particular year it felt like oxygen. Singing is one of my survival skills for staying sane. Singing for hours on end fills up and nourishes my body and soul as nothing else can. I am laser-focused on notes, breath, patterns, rhythms, sounds, and balance with my neighbor. It is an exercise in the contemplative practice of being absolutely in the Present Moment. I wrap around me like a big fluffy comforter, this conviviality of a community of singers, volunteering countless hours just for the love of it. The hospitality of friends who welcome me into their homes.

To stand in a room filled with goodwill, excitement and so many friendly, familiar faces surrounding me from my decades of cultivating a singing community, is like no other whole body and soul experience of delight.

In stark contrast to the engineered divisiveness, meanness of spirit and diminishment of our humanity by the power that be, I drank in the many voices and sheer human potential. We came together under the watchful, skilled and gifted conductor’s baton. By day, we were there to create sound and harmonies that lifted us up as a human race. By evening, we gathered in beer halls and studios and public places to sing. The soul force and power of human community flourishing together was not lost on me. It was a thin place. It was a labor of love. It was a gift from Quintessence. I felt the love of ancestors and how music sustained them through terror filled times of persecution—from the Motherland to immigrants in this country.

Each night I fell into bed, soul-satisfied and exhausted. Another day of friendship, of love, hospitality, of healed and soothed bodies and souls.

I am grateful.

I realized how much I need thin places these days. Friends, singing, nature, writing, are just a few of mine. Inherent in all these thin places are beauty, connection, stillness, breath, imagination.

I hope you are finding those thin places of soul tending in your life, dear readers. Savor them. Drink them in for hard times. Go there often.

I leave you with the Benedictus.(click here)

Valdez, New Mexico July 21, 2025

11 thoughts on “Thin Places

  1. Lovely column. Thank you! I planned to go yesterday, but I came down with a cold. I’m thankful you have others to sing with, especially in this challenging season. 💜

    Rev. Erica Lea-Simka Sent from Gmail Mobile

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  2. I wasn’t writing it for everyone anyway. I thought it was a personal note to you, so here it is again.❤️ SandySent from my iPhone

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  3. Dear Anita,

    I am tired…. my mom got admitted to hospital today, but all is looking fairly OK… it takes me out of reverie… and being able to fully reflect in the moment on your beautiful writing and reflection and sharing…….. I wrote a thank you note to Matt to tell him how grateful I am for the beautiful experience…. he did not yet respond, and I know too, I have to find new places to belong and sing and be in the joy that is no longer there w Q as a place in weekly singing… and I have to move on and find new openings. Just so you know our time and conversation and listening is very much a part of the richness and beauty of the time this weekend, and week with the Q choral singing experience. Till soon I hope to be in touch soon, thank you for all of our time and sharing. I am picturing the beauty of the starlit night where you are.

    Loren

    On Mon, Jul 21, 2025 at 9:15 PM Loren Sapphire Kelly < lsapphirekelly@gmail.com> wrote:

    ♥️♥️ >

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  4. Thank you, Anita, for your writing and for sharing the link so that those of us who missed the concert could listen to this work — which I just did. It is absolutely transformative and shows what the human species is capable of when we set our souls and hearts to it.

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    1. Thank you Sarah. I so appreciate that you listened. It is a powerful piece and just keeps running through my mind and soul.Look forward to seeing you in August!

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  5. Dear Anita,
    I have read, reread and shared your last email many times over the past week. My husband (Chris Fogel) and I were members at AMC for several years when you were the pastor; during that time, we both agree that we grew spiritually more than we had with any other church leader.

    Your last email was very meaningful to me. You summed up the current climate as well as our frustrations, sadness, and often our hopelessness. You also reminded us to find and hold on to our joy and purpose. We’ll keep trying.

    Thank you! You are such a gift to so many!
    Marie (StClaire)

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    1. Thank you Marie. So good to hear from you! Of course I remember you and Chris fondly! You were some of the core folks at AMC during those years, contributing so many of your gifts and so much of your time. Much love to you both in these terrible terrible times we live in. Yes, we must hold onto our joy and humanity somehow. It’s the spiritual practice for times such as this.

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